1. |
blizzard
03:05
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2. |
forever
04:00
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i’ve been thinking about those summer nights
playing hide and seek in the cemetery
freaked out of our minds
i’ve been thinking about another lifetime
i know i was there but it doesn’t feel fair
‘cause it doesn’t feel mine
you said you wanted to believe in something
i guess i thought it could be me
i couldn’t wait
forever felt like such a long time
up all night
sanguine and wide-eyed
there was a day
i thought that things would be just fine
and forever felt like such a long time
i’ve been thinking about the long goodbyes
you couldn’t stay away
to save your life
i’ve been thinking about the thing that died
and i can’t get it back no matter how nice i ask
oh, trust me i’ve tried
you said you needed to be free, and later on
you said she reminded you of me *sigh*
i couldn’t stay
forever felt like such a long time
up all night
heart sick and tongue tied
there was a day
i thought that things would be just fine
and forever felt like such a long time
what a waste of my mortality
some things that are
were not supposed to be
and i couldn’t wait
forever felt like such a long time
up all night sanguine and wide-eyed
oh, i couldn’t stay
forever felt like such a long time
now forever is passing me by (is passing me by)
is passing me by (is passing me by)
is passing me by (is passing me by)
is passing me by
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3. |
obliterate me
03:53
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i had a dream that i died
and it all turned to white
no one around
not even a sound
except for my mind
and i can’t imagine anything worse
than being alone with myself forever
trapped in my head
eternal dread
ruminating on every word i’ve said
i’ll be drowning out all of the noise
can’t stand the sound of my own voice
i need a reprieve
obliterate me
i’d rather be blasted off into space
or endlessly burning in flames
gnashing my teeth
infernal grief
relentlessly distracting
and i’ll be drowning out all of the noise
can’t stand the sound of my own voice
i need a reprieve
obliterate me
i’ll be catching my breath,
counting to ten
do it all over again
falling asleep, watching tv
do it all over again
stare at my phone, get a bit stoned
do it all over again
open the blinds, go for a drive
do it again
i’ll be drowning out all of the noise
can’t stand the sound of my own voice
i need a reprieve
obliterate me
and i will scream at the top of my lungs
speeding down the 401 to ‘karma police’
obliterate me
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4. |
taurine
03:02
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5. |
mouth full of goo
02:16
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6. |
it'll be alright
04:13
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wanted, dead or alive
the two different ways you can have me tonight
sinking in my teeth
desperate for something to last
but when i fall i fall so fast
no, i can’t wait
you know i’d do it if you asked me to
but it won’t come easy, good things never do
and i will be sorry and swallow my pride
and it’ll be alright
alright
a picture hung on the wall
it got taken down and now i can’t recall
what it even looked like
maybe i knew all along
that i made a choice and i chose wrong
now it’s too late
you know i’d do it if you asked me to
but it won’t come easy, good things never do
and i will be sorry and swallow my pride
and it’ll be alright
you know i’d keep it if you asked me to
but it won’t last forever, good things never do
i will be holding on for dear life
and it’ll be alright
alright
you know i’d do it if you asked me to
but it won’t come easy, good things never do
and i will be sorry and swallow my pride
and it’ll be alright
you know i’d keep it, if you asked me to
but it won’t last forever good things never do
i will be holding on for dear life
and it’ll be alright
i start to see it all through your eyes
give it a name and then watch it die
do you ever feel barely alive?
i guess we do what we must to survive
and i am ashamed to admit it out loud
i’ve never been scared like i’m scared right now
the days keep bleeding into the night
and i will keep fumbling towards the light
i will keep holding on for dear life
and it’ll be alright
alright
alright
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7. |
what i know now
04:03
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8. |
balcony hymn
03:09
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9. |
prelude
02:36
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10. |
home
04:23
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11. |
devil's punchbowl
03:57
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