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How I Get Myself Killed
03:16
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This is probably how I get myself killed
This is probably how I get myself killed
This is probably how I get myself killed
This is probably how I get myself killed
Did you say anything on the night of my first hit
On the night of my first kiss
On the night of my first runaway
Something must be up, I have never felt so dumb
And I have never gone so numb
And I have never been so late before
This is probably how I get myself killed
This is probably how I get myself killed
Ah, come when you're called
If this is all we've got to work with then it's all we've got to blame
Ah, come when you're called
If this is all we've got to work with then it's all we've got to say
I'm lovin' your skin darlin', I'm lovin' this hot morning
I need to be kicked, maybe fucked, maybe told I'm in the way
I'm lovin' your skin darlin', I'm lovin' this kooky morning
I need to be kicked, maybe fucked, maybe told I'm I’m the way
This is probably how I get myself killed
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2. |
Take Off Ur Pants
03:40
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When am I gonna get out of bed
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
When am I gonna get a better head
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
When am I gonna go back to school
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
When am I gonna start being cool
Like everybody else is, everybody else is
Now that everyone's gone I can tell you the truth
I don't love you, I like you
Now that everyone's gone, I can tell you it hurts
Honey I am just like you
When am I gonna find a better man
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
When am I gonna follow through with my plans
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
When am I gonna find a better man
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
When are you gonna TAKE OFF UR PANTS
Like everybody else does, everybody else does
Now that everyone's gone I can tell you the truth
I don't love you, I like you
Now that everyone's gone, I can tell you it hurts
Honey I am just like you
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3. |
Good Heart
02:40
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Dawn breaks overhead
I'm not the girl you thought I was, but I am close (close enough)
Was it something that I said
Is it the way I stood so still and never moved
Now every dirty dish is in a mood, and so are you
He's not on our side, but I could save you if you'd like
Just let me in there, past that high chair
And I will dwell in every crane I see, the holo pleasures spoke to me
Like someone's gonna preach once I am gone
I want to believe that you've got a good heart
I want to believe that you’ve got a good heart
Oh I want to believe that you've got a good heart
Oh I want to believe that you've got a good heart
Oh I want to believe in some things I happen to read on the inside of fortune
cookies, I want to say no when I'm offered a hit and it ruins my weekend
I'm nothing but trouble, watching you sleep
Brushing your teeth and laughing at me
I'm nothing but trouble, baby believe in me
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4. |
Smoke
03:13
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Leaning in to hear you talk
And craning heads always walk
And I'm back again
Listening to angels sing
From the ground up
Listening to angels sing
For you
And would you go
If I were blind
Sweetheart, you don't
Cause if you tell me so I know that,
I know that, I know it must be true
Cause if you tell me so I know that,
I know that, I know it must be true
I let you in
And you let me down
And then someone else
Went up in smoke
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5. |
Sick in the Head
03:29
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When we were walking out to that vacant house
I kept my blood in my gut, I kept my tongue in my mouth
We're going cause we’re not quite dead
But darling, you're sick in the head
And there was no one home in that plastic box
In that widow's womb with the childproof locks
oh it’s not ours to see
But it was no one's to keep
Since then our bodies have warped and bent
And now we are gray
I go back to that house sometimes
To say what I need to say
Our bodies are warped and bent
And now we are blue
I go back to that house sometimes
Hoping I’ll run into you
When we were calling out to that man of men
I said we need you now
Like we did back then
We're going cause we're too damn old
And nothing's making sense anymore
And now that house is gone
There's a golden lawn
And there's a silver spoon
Someone’s been choking on
Oh, it’s not our's to say
But darlin’ it’s dark in this den
Since then our bodies have warped and bent
And now we are gray
I go back to that house sometimes
To see what I need to say
Our bodies have warped and bent
And now are blue
I go back to that house sometimes
Hoping I’ll run into you
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6. |
What Are We Gonna Do Now
03:24
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What are we gonna do now
What are we gonna do, baby
Saw you sleeping outside with a red nose
Saw you sleeping in bed with your day clothes on
What are we gonna do now
What are we gonna do, sweetheart
You still haven't cleaned the kitchen
And we're still on hold with the nurses
When we gonna wake up
In some cubicle cell with our shirts tucked
I'll be the one
I'll be the one to deliver the news
I know you’re worn, you’re exhausted
This is love
This is lost on you
I’m holding my night in your hands
And there's nothing like trying
I'm so loud in the mornings
And I'm never cooking up what you're craving
I'm never cooking up what you're craving
Oh my darling
Just this once won't ya
Hold me close and
Tell me I'm all that you need
Oooooo
I'm never cooking up what you're craving
I'm never cooking up what you're craving
What are we gonna do now
What are we gonna do, sweetheart
Sleeping outside with a red nose
Sleeping in bed with our day clothes on
When are we gonna wake up
In some cubicle cell with our shirts still tucked
I'll be the one
I'll be the one to deliver the news
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7. |
Home Team
03:23
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Don't you blame me if I get carried away
I don't like fucking boys who need to know what to say
When there's silence in the room
We're all pining for that modern day man
He's really a star, got the crowd going wild in the stands
On a Saturday night, at the home field
I won't feel anything when you leave me for dead
I won't do anything, like that hole in your goddamn head
I knew I was ready to stop going steady
When the home team was losing twenty to one
I don't really give a shit about the score on the scoreboard
Please Lord, please Lord, please Lord
Don't you blame me if I don't answer my phone
I don't like fucking boys who need to know what to do
When there's no one else home
We're all pining for that modern day girl
She's really a star,
got the crowd just jumping for joy
On a Saturday night, at the home field
I won't feel anything when you leave me for dead
I won't do anything, like that hole in your goddamn head
I knew I was ready to stop going steady
When the home team was losing twenty to one
I don't really give a shit about the score on the scoreboard
Please lord, please lord, please lord
I don't wanna talk about love
I don't wanna talk about us
I don't wanna sit at the kitchen table
You talk and I listen
To the news on the cable tv
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8. |
Ghost
04:11
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You are not as important as you think you are
As you thought you were
You are not as funny as you think you are
As I let you feel
And if you ghost on me again
These tits will ghost on you forever
I am not as lonely as I think I am
As I feel right now
I, I just don't need you
Like I thought I did
In your arms at night
And if you ghost on me again
These tits will ghost on you forever
I don’t need anyone to love me
I love my mom more than any of you fools
I don't need anyone to love me
I love my Thom more than than driving away from a party
After everything's over and everyone’s gone
And the gods are still looking on
And if you ghost on me again
These tits will ghost on your forever
And I like sleeping in your bed
But honey I've got my own at home
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9. |
The Sun Is Bad
02:38
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Honey I miss you
But I don't need to see you
I'm jealous of those other girls
But I don't need to keep you
I'm full I'm full
And I cannot take no more
I'm full, I'm full
And I mean it
Sun just don’t rise up for me, this time
Sun just don't rise up for us tonight
Honey I love you, but I don't need to have you
There's nothing like crawling
Through the dark room
In the rear view
The sun just don’t rise up for me, this time
Sun just won't rise up for us tonight
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry I got angry when you got sad
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I cannot take it back
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I got angry when you got sad
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
The sun just won't rise up for me, this time
Sun just won't rise up for us tonight
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10. |
I Had to Get Out
04:51
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I had to get out
My body couldn't weather the drought
And if I could’ve stayed
You wouldn't see me this way
But we don't always get what we want
I thought I was patient
Waiting for the seasons to change
But nobody else in this bible belt
Was standing quite still enough for me
Why, Why must everything happen at once?
I’m waking, I'm rising, I'm moving
In sync with the sun
And I always do
I had to get out
My skin was losing its shine
And if I could've stayed
You wouldn't see me this way
But I'm young and I don't know what I want
Why, Why must everything happen at once?
I’m waking, I’m rising, I'm moving
In sync with the sun
And I always do
I know that I’m heavy
And I'm sorry for crushing you, darling
I know that I'm heavy
And I'm sorry for crushing you
Like I always do
Like I always do
Like I always do
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Indigo De Souza North Carolina
Indigo De Souza is a multifaceted artist based in Asheville, North Carolina.
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