10kayleeblue2001
Kaylee   New Jersey, United States
 
 
hi, im kaylee you can also call me kate as a nickname. my favorite Colors are Blue and black. i am 15 i was born on October 2 2001. i am kinda short 5 foot 3 but there is nothing wrong with being short. :) I Suffer from some mental illnesses so please be nice i have Borderline Personality Disorder with is why im so emotional my feeling get hurt easy and i get upset easy, then i have this thing called Maladaptive Daydreaming Anxiety Bipolar disorder not otherwise specified so i get mood swings Pervasive Developmental Disorder A Mild Form Of Obsessive compulsive disorder and i also have low self esteem. i also self harm too when i can-not cope with things with is almost everyday the forms i mainly do are cutting and burning but i sometimes hit myself. i had to deal with death alot in my life 2 grandparents my dog my two cousins my parents my aunt and my other uncle. wow, that's like 9 family members were you close with them all? Well 2 of them died when I was too young to remember them, the other 7 I was very close with. i'd rather not talk about how they died it's too depressing, i often fear my remaining family dying or leaving me all i got left is my grandma my grandpa and one uncle. why does everyone die on me? I haved attempted suicide twice yes i do have a therapist who i see weekly and i also take Medicine i even been in mental hospital 4 times so far in my life so yes i am seeking help. i am also Gender Fluid body wise i'm a girl but brain wise i can be sometimes male female both or neither. also i was born 5 weeks early with is why i have all these problems and some of it has to due with family having some of them too.
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Calm 29 Aug, 2022 @ 4:54pm 
The fact that you still hold a spot in my mind and subconscious mind is absurd. Six years is a long time to go without someone you talked to for a while. I miss you, you would have turned 21 this year. The big 21. You were such a pure soul and there was nothing I could do at that given time to help you counteract those thoughts you had. I wish I could have done more. I would have loved to see where you ended up where our friendship would be at. l know I should be over or at least able to handle myself at times when I think about you but the grief is so strong when it comes. It's like a tsunami it starts subtle but erupts towards the end. What are the odds. I use your steam profile to jot down the days when I think about you. I just hope you are having a hell of a time in the afterlife. Save me a seat and a PC so we can play some games when I get there. I'll have to introduce you to Tiff once I get up there you both would be best of friends.




Much Love,


Calm :8bitheart: :luv:
Calm 10 Jan, 2020 @ 5:55pm 
I still check your page to see if you will return, but to no avail. I miss you old friend and hope we cross paths again someday in the long future. I remember our conversation before the event happened I still read it. Rest easy chick.:8bitheart:
cardboard 12 Sep, 2017 @ 5:16pm 
Yeah it has been a year...

Rest in Peace
Vanity 7 Aug, 2017 @ 4:09am 
It's been a year :(
Yuno Gasai 7 Aug, 2017 @ 1:29am 
:graveyard: Rest in Peace
Festival Of Tears 13 May, 2017 @ 10:05pm 
Sorry I failed you...