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HI I'M [R̴̖̼̳͋̔̚͝E̸̫̺̾́͘D̴̼͛͆͝A̴͈͠C̴̻̝̠̪͒̿T̶̼̤͂̊͗Ẹ̵̜͒Ḍ̴̛͕̾͆͂] DO NOT ADD ME ASKING FOR TRADING CARDS/DOTA LOADING SCREENS/BACKGROUNDS. REQUESTS FROM PROFILES UNDER LEVEL 10 WILL BE DECLINED UNLESS YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT EXPLAINING WHY YOU'RE ADDING ME. I TEND TO CHANGE MY STEAM NAME A LOT , IF YOU EASILY LOSE TRACK OF PEOPLE, CONSIDER GIVING ME A NICKNAME UNLESS YOU WANT TO FORGET WHO I AM IN 2 MONTHS.

COMMENTS ARE OPEN TO THE PUBLIC, WANNA TALK ♥♥♥♥? DO IT THERE AND I'LL GET BACK TO YOU IN 7-14 BUSINESS DAYS.

KNOWN ALIASES INCLUDE (BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO):
sesho (various stylizations)
jelq guru

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“Lost"

they say that hell is crowded, yet,
when you’re in hell,
you always seem to be alone.
& you can’t tell anyone when you’re in hell
or they’ll think you’re crazy
& being crazy is being in hell
& being sane is hellish too.

those who escape hell, however,
never talk about it
& nothing much bothers them after that.
I mean, things like missing a meal,
going to jail, wrecking your car,
or even the idea of death itself.

when you ask them,
“how are things?”
they’ll always answer, “fine, just fine…”

once you’ve been to hell and back,
that’s enough
it’s the greatest satisfaction known to man.

once you’ve been to hell and back,
you don’t look behind you when the floor creaks
and the sun is always up at midnight
and things like the eyes of mice
or an abandoned tire in a vacant lot
can make you smile
once you’ve been to hell and back.”
― Charles Bukowski, Burning in Water, Drowning in Flame

“I see men assassinated around me every day. I walk through rooms of the dead, streets of the dead, cities of the dead; men without eyes, men without voices; men with manufactured feelings and standard reactions; men with newspaper brains, television souls and high school ideas. Kennedy himself was 9/10ths the way around the clock or he wouldn't have accepted such an enervating and enfeebling job -- meaning President of the United States of America. How can I be concerned with the murder of one man when almost all men, plus females, are taken from cribs as babies and almost immediately thrown into the masher?”
― Charles Bukowski, Sunlight Here I Am

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"Maybe that's enlightenment enough: to know that there is no final resting place of the mind; no moment of smug clarity. Perhaps wisdom... is realizing how small I am, and unwise, and how far I have yet to go." - Anthony Bourdain
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"Lol so true. Those orphans didn't stand a chance against the Bentley Continental going 120 MPH."
"I have opted to leave my corpse to the state so some intern can ♥♥♥♥ it before it gets shipped off to a military explosives testing site."


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MAIN PC SPECS : (updated 06/11/2024)
-Case: NZXT Phantom (Phan-001)
-Motherboard: ASUS PRIME Z590-P
-CPU: Intel Core i5-10600k
-CPU Cooling: Cooler Master Hyper 212 Evo Black Edition
-GPU: MSI Ventus GeForce RTX 3060TI
-RAM: TEAMGROUP T-Force Vulcan Z DDR4 32GB
-Storage: Samsung 980 1 TB M.2 SSD
-Storage: Samsung 860 EVO 500 GB SSD
-PSU: Corsair RM750e

LAPTOP:
-Lenovo Legion Pro 5 Gen 9
-Intel i7-14650HX
-Nvidia RTX 4060
-32 GB DDR5
-1 TB SSD
-2560x1600, 165Hz
(its actually faster than my desktop lol)

PERIPHERALS :
-Keeb: Heavily modded Keychron Q1 V2 w/ Gazzew boba u4ts, brass plate, Durock v2 stabs, GMK
Bento Revival Keycaps w/ GMK Bento RamaWorks Kanji keycap
-Keeb 2: Soon™
-Mouse: Logitech G502x Plus Lightspeed
-Headphones: Sennheiser HD 599 Open Back Headphones
-DAC: Focusrite Scarlet Solo Gen 4
-Monitor: LG 24" 144Hz 1080p (secondary)
-Monitor: AOC CQ27G2 27" 2K 144hz (main)
-Mic: AudioTechnica AT2035
-Controller: Xbox Elite Series 2
-MIDI Keyboard: Nektar Impact LX25+
:ftp: :P6:

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Favorite Music Genres
-Rap
-(Most)Death Metal/Black Metal/Deathcore/Slam
-Hardcore/Post-Hardcore
-Alternative/Emo/Midwest Emo/Shoegaze
-Punk
-EDM/DnB/Ambient/Lo-Fi
-Bluegrass

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Favorite Game Franchises :
-DOOM
-S.T.A.L.K.E.R.
-Mass Effect
-Metro
-Battlefield
-Grand Theft Auto
-Destiny
-Halo
-Cyberpunk
-Dead Space
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[ grimuthi ] 16 Dec, 2024 @ 8:35pm 
No se puede contradecir la existencia de algo palpado por mas etereo que sea...
No hace falta exhibir una prueba de decencia de aquello que es tan verdadero...
El único gesto es creer... o no...
Algunas veces.... hasta creer llorando....