ts a shame you think so bad of me... I really had big hopes but if your not willing to at least to try and understand me. how i feel... ig theres nothing i can do about it.... I like you both but if you honestly have nothing but hate for me then il just go.... at least now i know what you think of me... i did want to ask it in person but ig theres no need. I just wanted to be friends.... i just wanted to be around you.... I wanted to do things together... have fun like we used to... im sorry for freaking you out.... im not gonna give any excuses for what ive done. yes i did wrong... i just felt lonely being locked up in my room for 8 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ months.... i wanted to see you... i wanted to talk to you... but now i see that theres nothing that can make you think better of me... no matter what intentions i had... Im sorry for bothering you. IM SORRY . When @adam first blocked me it did really hurt... i just didnt want to let go.... and then ryoko now thinks i joined discord servers only to 'stalk'... that is not true... i made some friends while on my alt and i got invites from different people... i had absolutely no clue maya was in them... the same for this server. @nicole invited me today.... Im sorry for everything ive done... i just wanted to be good friends... I got too attached.... I enjoyed every moment of being around you two... but i see that theres no way of going back to fix things... I really regret making that account. i regret forcefully pushing things too far... its my fault. i know it... nothing i can do about you thinking so bad of me now... but please believe me i only had one intention and it is to be with you... be your friend... I lived that delulsion for a long while now... but thanks for clearing things up in my head im sorry. @adam @Ryōko . I did my wrongs and i admit them... sorry for being awful... I just wanted to remain friends sorry. have fun... love you. and bye...