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Aʙᴏᴜᴛ Mᴇ​​​​​
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Yo, my names Nathaniel, but often go by Sshy, starryhorizon, Ataru or Natha. I'm a pretty shy, quiet, introverted and chill person. I play games or whatever, but I do a buncha 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖙 outside too (touching grass). I'm a very deep thinker, hopeless romantic, nature enjoy-er, artistic/creative person, huge animal lover, and despite being introverted, I really enjoy playing games with my friends. All highlights are links to songs, I have a variety of taste in music, don't hate too much :')


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Feel free to add me on anything really. Here's some of my accounts:

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𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗧𝗮𝗹𝗸​​​​​
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Over the years, I've lost many amazing people, and have experienced many of those deaths in the moment, as well as other trauma that has just stacked. I do suffer from depression and anxiety, like many, but I don't let it ruin my views in life, nor do I allow it to control me. A lot of my music that's posted here is kinda aligned with this, as well.
Here are some quotes that may not directly relate to mental health, but are (to me) powerful and I found myself thinking deeply, or just genuinely enjoying the quote.

“Just because someone stumbles and loses their path, doesn’t mean they’re lost forever.” - Professor X

“Many that live deserve death. And some that die deserve life. Can you give it to them? Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgement.” - Gandalf

“And so do all who see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us.” - Gandalf

“Saruman believes that it is only great power that can keep evil in check, but that is not what I have found. It is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love. Why Bilbo Baggins? Perhaps because I am afraid, and he gives me courage.” - Gandalf

"How do you pick up the threads of an old life... when in your heart, you begin to understand, there is no going back." -Frodo Baggins

"Which way does a tree fall? It falls where it leans, be careful where you lean" - Lorax

"Hey Zuko, you're really going to get a kick out of this one...... the Pai'Shoh tile was in my sleeve the whole time! 😁" - Iroh

“If you look for the light you will often find it, but if you look for the dark that is all you will ever see” - Iroh

"Nothing can be gained without loss, even the heavens demands death."

"In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength." - Iroh

"Trust the overthinker, who tells you that they love you. they have, most assuredly, thought of every reason not to."

"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? That's why sometimes it can be mistaken. But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart." - Tifa Lockhart

"Let everything happen to you, Beauty and terror, Just keep going, No feeling is final."

"you're never going to know how things are going to work out, but if you keep an open mind, and an open heart, I promise you you will find your own destiny someday." - Iroh


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I play a very large assortment of games, many different genres and on different platforms. I'll play anything with friends, but when I'm alone, I usually play singleplayer games like Final Fantasy. I'm a big Final Fantasy nerd, as well as Star Wars. But I also play games that aren't on Steam like League of Legends, Valorant, Overwatch, Heroes of the Storm, Fortnite, etc.
Here are my favorites:
Terraria
Final Fantasy 7
Final Fantasy 7 REMAKE: Intergrade
Final Fantasy 9
Kingdom Hearts 2
Final Fantasy 10
Jedi Knight: Jedi Academy
Sea of Stars
Red Dead Redemption 2
CrossCode

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Fᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ Aɴɪᴍᴇ/Sʜᴏᴡs Sᴇʀɪᴇs​​​​​
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In no particular order!

Ergo Proxy
Black Lagoon
Tokyo Ghoul
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Spy x Family
Darling In The Franxx ​​​​​
Demon Slayer
Akame Ga Kill
Future Diary ​​​​​
Frieren
Cowboy Bebop
Hellsing
Neon Genesis Evangelion ​​​​​
Hunter x Hunter
Death Note
M*A*S*H
Top Gear UK
Doctor Who (Favorite Doctors in chronological order: Jon Pertwee, Tom Baker, Peter Davidson, Sylvester McCoy, David Tennant, and Matt Smith)
Last of the Summer Wine
Waiting for God
Red Dwarf
Mister Rogers Neighborhood
Star Trek: The Next Generation
NCIS
Matlock
Diagnosis Murder
The Muppet Show
The Monkees
Star Wars: The Clone Wars
Chowder

Honorable Mentions:
Trigun
Kenichi: The World's Most Mightiest Deciple
Fruits Basket
Konosuba
Sword Art Online
Attack on Titan
Brooklyn nine-nine
MacGyver
Adams Family
Numb3rs
Magnum PI

I'm slowly going through a list of anime I've been suggested, it's quite long.. so this list will be sure to change as time goes by :D


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I make jewelry and various crafts
I have done several local animal rescues, raising babies up(cats, squirrels, bunnies, turtles, etc)
I enjoy working out
I'm a book worm!
Carpenter
Getting into knitting
Cuddling my kitties
Writing poetry
Gardening
Stargazing :D
Learning new languages (currently learning: Russian )


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In no particular order!
Lord of the Rings Trilogy ​​​​​
Star Wars ​​​​​
Good Will Hunting ​​​​​
Spirited Away ​​​​​
Jurassic Park ​​​​​
Blade Runner ​​​​​
Indiana Jones ​​​​​
Final Fantasy: Advent Children
The Day After (1983)
The Rape of Nanking: The Forgotten Holocaust of World War II
Underworld series
Van Helsing 2003
The Flowers of War