Sometimes you think, "What if?" I had that too.
I recently spent some time thinking about what would happen if..., if I wanted to do this..., or maybe spend more time with someone....
I felt a distinct emptiness in which it really hurt, the emptiness that laughs at my life mistakes, failures, some deviations in my behavior, postponing many things for an indefinite period of time. Reluctance to move along a path that shouldn't even exist, chosen by the continuity of bad decisions, changes and striving for something that does not bring me happiness in my life. I miss old acquaintances and friends with whom I would go for a beer, laugh at great jokes, or even go on trips together... If I could go on a journey or turn back time, I would choose the second option.





I wrote it very briefly because I know that this is not a website where people should write such things, I hope that one of my old friends will read this stupid profile, read it at least once and forgive me.