Dear Sans,

I hope this letter finds you in good health and spirits, though I understand if you may not be feeling that way given the circumstances. I want to begin by expressing the deepest and most sincere apology for my actions, which resulted in the loss of your brother. There are no words that can adequately convey the remorse and regret I feel, but I hope you can find it in your heart to hear me out and perhaps find a way to forgive me.

What I did was not only a grave mistake but an unforgivable act, one that has caused immeasurable pain and suffering to you, your family, and to the entire community. I know that I can never truly make amends for the pain I've caused, but I hope that you will at least consider my apology as a genuine effort to take responsibility for my actions and to seek forgiveness.

I understand the bond between brothers is one of the most profound and unbreakable connections in the world. The loss of your brother is a tragedy that I cannot fathom, and the weight of that responsibility lies squarely on my shoulders. I should never have let my anger and recklessness lead me down a path that could hurt not only him but you and everyone who cared about him.

I want you to know that there is no justification for my actions. I deeply regret the choices I made and the consequences they had. I wish I could turn back time and undo what I've done, but unfortunately, that's not possible. What I can do, however, is promise you that I will do everything in my power to prevent such a tragedy from happening again and to honor the memory of your brother in any way you see fit.

I have been reflecting on my actions ever since that terrible day, and I have come to realize the magnitude of the pain I have caused. I am filled with sorrow and guilt, and I am committed to taking whatever steps necessary to make amends, whether it be through facing the legal consequences or providing any support or assistance that you may need during this difficult time.

I understand that forgiveness may be a long and difficult journey, and I do not expect it to happen overnight, if at all. What I hope for, at the very least, is that you will consider the possibility of someday finding it in your heart to forgive me. I know I don't deserve it, but it would mean the world to me if you could find a way to release yourself from the burden of anger and hatred that my actions have undoubtedly caused.

I also understand if you cannot find it in your heart to forgive me, and if you wish to distance yourself from me completely. I respect your feelings and choices, and I will do my best to support them. I only ask that you allow me the opportunity to express my remorse and offer my help, even if it's not readily accepted.

I want to make amends not only for your sake but for my own growth and self-improvement. I want to learn from my mistakes and ensure that such a tragedy never occurs again, even if it doesn't change the past. Your brother's memory will always be a haunting reminder of the terrible consequences of my actions, and I will carry that burden with me for the rest of my life.

I hope that someday, you might find it within yourself to consider my apology. Until then, I will continue to reflect on my actions and strive to be a better person. I am truly sorry for what I've done, Sans, and I can only hope that you might one day find it in your heart to forgive me, even if it takes a lifetime.

Sincerely,

g0rmsy...