The first thing to recognise and address is that those of us who have been the target of parental alienation have been psychologically abused and possibly suffer from a complex trauma called traumatic grief. Complex trauma is often related to disorganized attachment pathology and narcissistic/borderline personality pathology. To survive this, it helps to take active steps to understand and process the experience. The judgments, criticism, blame, guilt, and shame that have been unloaded on you – it’s a LOT. Remember, you are a good parent, you love your child, and you are the mentally healthy person in this dynamic. You know this. What has happened is a terrible injustice.
Chances are, you’ve been drawn into the alienating parent’s unresolved trauma reenactment from childhood. A high-conflict divorce or separation has triggered their (false) sense of being a ‘victimised child,’ and they’ve cast you in the role of the ‘abusive parent’ because of their ‘pathological mourning’—their inability to process feelings of disappointment, abandonment, loss, and grief. Instead, they may be projecting all their childhood trauma onto you and become angry and vengeful.
There’s an emptiness inside the borderline personality, and they need to be centre of attention to feel validated. They react to imagined or real insults or failures with fury and outrage, victimising and blaming, and becoming hyper-anxious and fearful around signs of the parental figure (the target parent) abandoning them. Similarly, the narcissistic personality has a void at their core too, coupled with a tendency towards grandiosity and self-reverence stemming from a sense of inadequacy. These pathologies can often (though not always) result in alienating behaviours.
Unfortunately, this can become transgenerational as the child gets caught up in the personality disorder of the alienating parent, and the pathogenic parenting practices create the child’s rejection of a loving and loved parent. You’re having to deal with the alienating parent’s own complex trauma while experiencing the traumatic grief over the loss of the prior relationship you had with your child. And meanwhile, the alienated child is as fearful of their aligned parent as they are loyal and loving, constantly in fear of abandonment, just as their alienating parent might have been in their childhood.
It is incredibly important you take care of yourself, and find a way to be happy. Do not let the trauma become part of who you are, because it is NOT you. At the same time, dealing with this/detaching/healing has to start with you. As an analogy, if our plane is going down, we put the oxygen mask on ourselves first. We need to take care of our emotional, mental and psychological health and be the stable, loving, happy parent our child/ren can return to when they too have healed. While they’re caught up in alienation, they may not know they need to heal from it. We have to wait so patiently.
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