Creative Chinese’s Post

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But yeah, that's also my issue here is that with a lot of these characters, I'm looking at them and I'm pretty certain that at one point I remembered very well with this character is meant and I could read them for certain. And now I don't anymore. I can't remember anything and I'm remembering only like the most basic characters there are. It is really sad to see my own downfall. Shaw, this is Hans, this is bar, which just means like nothing. Oh my God no. That's the word for color. Oh my God, I'm so, so bad. OK babe, this is north. Who is five. OK, this is rule. How do I not know this bro, This is. This is. 270 characters, guys. They say that you're fine. We're not really fine. You just can't get into it because they went that wrong. I remember that once. I took this test several years ago and it was surely over a thousands, over 2000, so. And I was studying these characters hard, man. Like, I have countless and countless of my notebooks in which I was just writing down the same character over and over again for pages and pages and pages and pages and pages, trying to remember. It's to the point, you know, where your, your arm can't really even write anymore because you're literally having, like, cramps because of how long you have been writing down Chinese characters for. This is what I've dealt with, you know? And you know all the long nights where I was writing down these Chinese characters, you know, after each other for pages and pages. Pages and pages trying to remember us. In these moments I was thinking to myself, why did I not just pick German?