It’s been✌🏽days since Edward Jones II’s BTF Player Development Conference and I’m still processing what just happened 🤯 I’m blown away by the connections, experiences, insights and support.
Here’s a backstory: On January 1, 2024, I began reading through my notebooks & journals reflecting on my 2023. Upon review, I noticed many entries written on tear-stained pages from days I felt hopeless, with self-told lies that I was not good enough…. DEPRESSING! But as God would have it… more than the sadness, I saw displays of hope, on decorated canvases with words of guidance and wisdom. This is one reason why reflection is so important to me- what most would see as chaos and dysfunction, Lacee' Carmon-Johnson, Ph.D might refer to it as ‘failing forward’.
My word for 2023 was: GROWTH 🌱
(boy, did I grow! 🫣)
Personally, I knew going into 2024 that this year would be different. I would no longer allow myself to be held captive by depression and generational curses. It is written that there are plans and hope for a future. Although we go through difficult moments (individually, as a family, in relationships and as a community), God is still in control and is orchestrating a bigger story that we cannot see.
🔂 |Follow Him, do the work, see it through|
I started to take advantage of this great LinkedIn platform. I prayed for discernment over who to network with (because NOT ALL people are your people, and that’s OK!) and began reaching out to connect with those who are like-minded and those who are, or have been in similar careers. Chalette Hamby, M.S. was the first person I reached out to and man, did she set the bar… when I asked her questions, she was so kind to me, and answered my questions thoughtfully with intention. She also introduced me to Edward Jones II, who was also super insightful. I set up a call with him, which took place on zoom from my car during🌪️storms 🤣… and from there, I just kept trying to build meaningful connections.
Fast forward to May, I graduated from University of Florida, finished up my internship with University of Central Florida, interviewed for 2 really great opportunities and started to dive deeper into my PAADS- Professional Association of Athlete Development Specialists certificate program through UF led by Shelley Lyle who selected me to participate in the BTF Player Development Conference! Full circle moment??
I have pages and pages of gems💎, notes 📝 and takeaways🔐 from this 3 day experience that will stay with me forever. I am called, my purpose is to not to be stagnant, it is to pour life into others.
Thank you to Ed, for this phenomenal conference, for those who took their time to prepare and speak, you poured into all of us. Thank you to those who connected with me and thank you God, for continuing to use me in this space.
Tobruk Blaine Jessica Gray Michael Miller M.A., DSO Alexander Martin Khristian Carr Jeremiah Brown Faith Girton Chloe Shelby Nehemiah Montague & so many more… 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥