When the train lurched out of the station it wasn’t yet light. He sat alone, his hat pulled down over his eyes and his collar turned up, waiting for the noisy train’s churning machinery to lull him to sleep with its relentless clatter. He’d missed breakfast, reluctant to rush down to fill his stomach before the trip. Now he thought of dry rolls and butter with regret. Oxford to Manchester would be a long journey to accomplish on an empty belly. But he’d survived worse. It was something he told himself regularly – most recently just a few moments ago, in fact, when the blonde woman in the beige hat had hurriedly left the compartment after he had sat opposite her. He’d survived worse.
He turned his mind to breakfast again, torturing himself with the thought of porridge now. As a boy it had been a staple, rain or shine, claggy oats in a small china bowl, served with bread and butter. Scottish oats, English wheat and Irish butter, daily laid on kitchen tables in Port of Spain, Trinidad, eaten by men wearing wool undershirts beneath serge suits, itchy in the tropical heat. When autumn’s chill set in in his first year at Oxford, his student room’s fire always dying too soon on those long, long English nights, what a surprise it had been to wear wool for the first time without discomfort. Inside this train compartment wasn’t cold compared with outside where wind cut through cloth like a knife. He pulled his coat around him and soon fell asleep on the hard seat.
*
On the rocking train he dreamt of ships, old wooden ones with massive sails unfurled in Atlantic breezes, scooting low over the ocean, their holds heavy with merchandise. Some of the cargo groaned. In his dream, a bored, nasal voice intoned in the crispest English:
“The men therefore, instead of lying on their backs, were placed, as is usual, in full ships, on their sides, or on each other. In which last situation they are not unfrequently found dead in the morning.
“The slaves are never allowed the least bedding, either sick or well; but are stowed on the bare boards, from the friction of which, occasioned by the motion of the ship, and their chains, they are frequently much bruised; and in some cases the flesh is rubbed off their shoulders, elbows and hips.”
*
He’d given in and gone to the dining car for a luncheon starring cold chicken and bullet-hard green peas. It had cost five shillings he could scarcely afford to draw from his small scholarship. At least he didn’t roll into Manchester hungry; he could go straight to work. Bag in hand, he jostled with the crowd of disembarking passengers to get out of the station. On the rainy pavement outside, he took a moment to look around at the city. He had an impression of dark, stained stone before the tide of people swept him along to Deansgate under the massive warehouses of the cotton trade he’d come here to study.
He rounded the corner to see the library’s façade, a magnificent sneer in red sandstone. It wasn’t anything like the Bod, with its ancient castellated walls, nor like the plain brick and limestone of the Port of Spain Public Library. Here, the benefactor’s money had gone into making an ornate Gothic cathedral to knowledge, worthy to bear the name of Manchester’s first multimillionaire. When the scholar passed through the double set of doors into the lobby the sweeping buttresses overhead took him aback with their sheer beauty. The scholar hadn’t much time to admire them; he took his letter of introduction to the librarian and was soon settled in an alcove in a reading room dominated by tall windows through which dim daylight shone over stacks of ancient books. These stood behind cases; the librarian told him the books had to be protected from all the chemicals in the Manchester air. While he waited for the records to be brought up to him, he thought of his dream again, and what those groans were worth. Picking up his pencil, he noted, “Manchester, Liverpool connected inextricably. Cottonopolis built to supply slave plantations in Africa & WI. Triangular trade built this very library.”
Sometimes he stopped to stretch his legs and straighten his back, reminding himself that he had a few more days in which to examine these hand-written ledgers which carried his thesis on their stoutly-bound backs. Centuries of numbers lay in their pages. Generations of income were written in fading blue-black ink, years of want and years of plenty together accruing to millions of pounds paid by African and West Indian colonies for millions of yards of cotton cloth. Out on the still wet street during one of his breaks, he inhaled deeply of the air that was toxic to books, made so by the largesse of the cotton industry which flourished in the city for hundreds of years. Imagine what it did to people, he thought.
But amidst the stacks, with the old ledgers spread before him, he could forget about the bitter air. Inside was clean and quiet, thanks to architectural foresight which filtered both the noise and the grime of the street as it entered the building. He bent again over a book, idly pondering the lives of the bookkeepers whose handwriting changed every few years but who always used the same fine copperplate script. Were they family members of the firms he studied? This one’s daughter married that one’s son, consolidating wealth and also ensuring recruitment of a new generation of bookkeepers, overseers, managers, agents, clerks. They bought cotton grown on slave plantations, shipped it to Liverpool, brought it to Manchester, milled it into cloth, and shipped it back to the plantations and the colonies. It was an ingenious system, protected by the government so no foreign trade would legally interlope. And when the slaves had been freed, there was no reason for the trade to end. Who else would clothe the colonists? And where else would the savage freedmen get the British goods they were so used to, their oats and wheat and good serge suits?
*
On the train back, the scholar splurged on tea in the dining car. Outside the train window the northern landscape passed by under the grey afternoon sun. He stirred sugar into the steaming cup and settled his ginger nut biscuits just so on the saucer. So many had died for this sweetness, he thought, so many fortunes had been made in the wretched trade in human lives which buoyed it up. So many noble families had secured their places in society with the compensation paid to them when it ended. No such compensation had been paid to the former slaves, who now could be made to buy all the goods they had been given during their enslavement.
Across the car, another blonde woman in another beige hat smiled timidly at him over her cuppa. He did not smile back.