Reflecting on an incredible few days at the Clusterbusters conference!
If you haven’t heard of cluster headache before, you’re not alone. Prior to my work at Alliance for Headache Disorders Advocacy & The Headache Alliance this condition isn’t something that was on my radar but now it’s a part of me and the stories of these patients will stay with me for the rest of my life.
Cluster headache is widely understood as the worst pain known to humans, and are often called “suicide headaches” because of the high degree of suicidal ideation amongst those who live with this horrific condition. Approved medical treatments are limited and there’s so little research funding invested in this disease state.
And yet, if you walked into the Clusterbusters conference you wouldn’t feel despondent because of the palpable joy in the room all thanks to my friend, Bob Wold who has given these people a community and hope. He hates to be called a hero but there is no other word for what he has done. He has saved so many lives.
It was an immense privilege to be in the room and present on advocacy with Kevin Lenaburg (our presentation resulted in over 150 letters being sent to Congress in support of the Safe Step Act), but more importantly to bear witness to the incredible resilience and community of people living with cluster headache.
When the medical world failed these patients, Bob and others sprung into action coming up with their own treatment options using psychedelic medicine and brought their treatment protocol to Harvard, a history of which you can read in Joanna Kempner’s incredible book, Psychedelic Outlaws. I cannot emphasize enough how brave that was.
From my fellow Staten Islander, 9/11 hero, and friend Joseph Mckay, to my friend and patient advocate powerhouse Anna Williams, to the kindest man you’ll ever meet Tom Sayen, these people are no exaggeration, honestly some of the best of humanity and while I hate that they live with this condition, I’m so grateful to know them.
And of course none of this would be possible without the incredible Eileen Brewer who is one of my besties and gives so much of herself to the headache community.
There’s not a cure yet for cluster headache. But there is so much hope and promise and it’s truly an honor to play a tiny role in this work.
Thanks for inviting me to speak, Clusterbusters. I’m fired up and ready to get to work!